maryk's Diaryland Diary

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hey...
i'm going to explain myself to you.

you're the only person i've ever met that i've wanted to be happy at all times. i dont know why.
i dont get jelous of your girlfriend and hate you because you're dating someone like i usually do with guys i like as much as you.

i just try and make you feel good. because making you feel good's what makes me feel good.

i like being around you. because i like caring.

sometimes i just wish you'd believe that i cared.

i know you know deep down somewher inside that i care about you.
maybe it's just because you dont care about yourself, that you dont notice me caring.

whatever it is.
i wish the talking then sex then not talking for a long time would just stop. there's no point in it.

no, it doesnt hurt. i dont know why. it usually hurts when guys blow me off. but i just figure that you've got a girlfriend and i understand that and dont want to get in the way of anything, as long as she's making you happy.

please dont ever say to me again that there's just something about me.
saying things like that make my heart skip a beat. and with you. i just need a steady rythem unless you plan on doing more with me than forgetting me every other month.

11:26 am - October 08, 2004

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